Tonight i was talking to someone who i used to (well i want to care for but after the conversation realized that it could be yet another dead end…) care for deeply. I considered this person one of my closest friends and would have done anything for them. Unfortunately over my short time on this planet i have seen almost as many of those come and go than i have seen last, regardless of whose fault it was. one thing they said to me stuck out really hard at first: this person told me that “Bad things don’t happen to Good people for no reason” (now you can take this many directions considering no one is really “Good” we’re all selfishly programed and when it comes down to it most would do anything to save themselves, however my thoughts went in the direction of “if someone doesn’t like me, or thinks negatively of me i am a terrible person) since of course “Bad things don’t happen to good people” I was frustrated. so i stopped and thought… if this were true my best friend would still be alive, my grandfather would not have died 20-30 years before he should have, those people born into poverty, aids, civil war, girls as low as 4 being raped 4-10 times a night and not knowing any other sort of life, none of this would be possible if “Bad things didn’t happen to good people” i guess i’m just rambling to get this off my mind but don’t ever let someone tell you no. The only way you can ever have everyone “love” you or not piss anyone off is by never standing for anything, never having an opinion of whats right & wrong. If some days it feels like everyone is pushing against you, you are most likely going the right way. you are not perfect and i am even farther from perfect but do something every day to not only better yourself but better the ones you love and the ones who can’t do a thing to fix where they are, yes, A lot of people will probably dislike you or see things the wrong way sometime. But i guess i’m writing this because i feel like there is someone else that needs to hear it. i have made mistakes and so have you but learn from them and move on, never get caught in the past, and most important never let someone else bring you down. i’m just rambling now sorry, goodnight

2:37 am  •  23 January 2012  •  15 notes